I had a crackdown while being at home. It was yesterday night, I was alone, trying to play my piano but i became angrier and angrier so instead of destroying my piano i took a basquet which was on the side and started kicking it and then throwing it around the room until it was reduced to trash. I really liked that basquet, it seemed like to keep snakes inside.
I didn't understand at first but i cleaned everything up, drank two sips of Jack Danel's (for the alteration) and went for a walk. There is a place I like to go and sit, I hadn't been there already for a while but it's a place that gives me tranquilidad and peace. It's next to the door of the church that is on the side of the big church in Acámbaro.
A fight that happened here at home on the morning yesterday and the uncertainty I have for the next months drove me to my limits. I said to myself that I am about to face a big challenge and hard times are coming for me. For that I need as much support as I can get and that's one of the reasons I've been meeting friends and telling them about all my plans. I think the kind of support i'm looking for is more mental and moral than anything else and that's why the family problems are so urgent to be solved before I leave.
I had an inmense desire of having my girlfriend's arms around me.
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